Starting to Not Care


Life has been lining up a series of curveballs for me lately. None have been thrown, but I can see the signs. I’m sure I can handle any of them that come my way. That doesn’t mean they won’t make a strike on me, it just means that none of them are going to bean me. It’ll take a good bit of luck for me to connect with any of them (should they be thrown) and handle them.

Problem is, my automatic defense mechanism for this situation is to stop caring…..and THAT is a very dangerous situation indeed. I already have some deep seeded worries about my empathetic algorithms (topic for another time perhaps) and this whole not caring attitude I have won’t help.

For right now I am holding down the fort and handling it as best I can, but there are definite cracks in the foundation. The kind to worry about.

  1. #1 by Jon Angliss on June 27, 2009 10:46 pm - 10:46 pm

    You too eh?

  2. #2 by The Wife on July 2, 2009 8:53 pm - 8:53 pm

    The fact that you notice the cracks in the foundation is good. Should any of the curve balls be thrown, I’ll be right there to help deflect them. 🙂

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